Sunday, June 29, 2008
a saying goes like this "keep your friends close, keep your enemies closer." i've got things to add to that phrase of wisdom. it will be "don't bear a grudge but never forget what that little shit did to you." be the bigger man but keep your mind clear and pointy. so! my dear friends out there. who gives a little piece of me back from how i was left on in the ruins. Lim beh got something to complain. heh. i think all of this negative energy has finally found its own form of release.. shit. just found out a certain someone's blog.. didn't actually wanted to look for it. but i obeyed my own instincts. AND YES! BLOODY SHIT. heh.. i didn't think that things will be that complicated. but since she wants to play things that way. then i hope that we'll never cross path again. (due to a certain obligation) i gain a little bit of power.. so i PRAY hard that she never mess with me. i am not looking for acceptance nor do i need her acknowledgment cuz i can know that i can handle my own dirty linens. so please. don't be weak. take a stand and make it tall. don't keep saying that you're antsy or you hate it when someone does this or that. grow some guts. take your own path. well. i can't say that i'm a testimony of it. but damn can i put up a fight. I WILL NEVER BACK DOWN BITCH! -bows
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6:56 AM
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
"seasons are changing.." oh well.. i am so looking forward to get out of NS. it is wasting my life. -sigh- can't bitch about anymore. i wonder whose liability am i paying for? such a joke sia. i wonder how does people even find it fun. oh wait. its just me. darn! but anyway. some good news for myself. FULL BLESSING from Mr Lum that he will support me for my degree in SIM now considering about "Bachelor of Human Resource Management" BUT the bad news is I BLOODY MISSED THE REGISTRATION DATE! shit. need to go down there and chat up with them for the Jan intake in 09. i really hope i can get through man. its something to look forward too. but as lots of people know i hate trouble. but! this is for mine own good. time to get down and dirty! I WANNA GO UNI!
So just to bitch about some people again! (AH-HA! it never left my mind) to canon. WHAT THE HELL! you think everyone's stupid ah?! kena influenced by me? well i am glad that i'm on the hated chart. so prove my self-worth. next. BLOODY HELL. the guitarist who always thought that he was a pianist. QUIT YER TRAP BEHIND EVERYONE LITTLE SHIT!
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12:10 AM
Friday, June 6, 2008
this is week is one of the most fulfilling ones, never slept so much in camp before. darn! you wanna grow fat and live a great life. and man! do i feel great. please do try doing it in camp while you're a senior. but on the serious note. i think i wanna get out of my NS days fast. its killing me.
something to share
guys! alright. lets be frank. i don't find everyone is lovable, vice versa, i am not spared. i still go through crap that life dumps on me. so please no cow and bull stories about it sucked being left out. i'm not the most popular kid in town. at least what i can say is i have friends who support me, while some just seemed to repel others. on and top of that i have the backing of a potentially power packed band, and i bet if it all works out. it that will kick ass! though we start off kinda late, but its always better late than never. with that in mind, i am looking forward to the jamming sessions and meetings that will take place. it is every dude's dream to start a band and make a bang outside. i will try my very best bros!
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7:48 AM
